2007年3月29日
原來這一天 那一天
十年,說短不短,說長...卻還有更漫長的路要走
沒有五月天十年前那一天的成軍
便沒有十年後這一天,我找到的,抓到的,那一些感動
才發現,那一晚我困在自己的煩惱思海裡
小石頭卻是在同一天,那個晚上誕生來這個荒誕的世界上
他們說,人都是為愛而生的,即使死後帶不走什麼,也要在活著的時候抓到過愛
釋懷了許多
如果我不曾走過這一遍 生命中還有多少苦和甜美
生命,真的有一種絕對嗎?
在十年後的這一天,我會在那裡了?
才發現原來這一天 那一天 很接近
想要征服的世界 始終都沒有改變
那地上無聲蒸發我的淚
黑暗中期待光線 生命有一種絕對
等待我 請等待我 靠近我 再擁抱我
不要走 請不要走 直到約定融化成笑顏
直到我看見生命的絕對.....
2007年3月28日
還要再經歷多少的事?
每個動作早已預告 再也活不出變數
冥冥就有 一個命途 沒法逃
以為大家同係做義工..就信得過
點知人的確係知人口面不知心....好在無左ge只係少少錢
錢無左可以再搵,但係一個人ge誠信呢?
以為自己已經夠警覺,以為自己大個,以為好多人仲係可以信得過
呢件事之後,好多人叫我唔好再諗
得咩?我一定會不斷反省,我覺得自己睇錯人信錯人好愚蠢
想搵快錢,急住搵工,偏偏財不入急門這些我都知道
到自己真係成為果d case ge一份子先發現很可笑,就像一場夢
機會和陷阱一樣來得很快,防不勝防
但係,我一定寧願無左果d錢都唔會做遺反自己原則ge事
將自己的痛苦建立在別人的痛苦之上?
我還寧願相信,上帝,給好人的獎勵就是,他會是一個好的人
還以為姑姐和祖母一直是通情達理的
偏偏卻原來一直介懷那說話上少少的錯失
偏偏我們需要幫助,他們的手卻要如此困難才願意伸出幾隻指頭
偏偏經常和我吵嘴打架的老姐卻是那個默不作聲安慰我的人
偏偏是我,而我卻只能到最後才發現
卻連一句為什麼也來不及問
到呢一刻,我雖然明白且相信人性本惡
但係,比我選擇我依然甘心做一個會遇到挫折,困難,失敗,感受到痛苦ge人
就因為我坦白同丫媽,老師,朋友講清楚
先得到咁多支持,比起因為失去而記住一個教訓
我諗我會盡量記住呢一班幫過我ge人,而唔係果d傷害我ge人
說不痛是假的
接二連三地摔跤,血早流得一地都是
即使傷好了,那道疤.....
*夢中 城堡裡面跳舞
醒了 世界依然殘酷
以為我愛著孤獨
以為自己不會迷路
以為自己跟自己
再不用 誰照顧
以為我愛著孤獨
卻又崩潰的無助
誰能讓我擁抱著 盡情的哭*
我希望自己永遠不要學懂絕望.....
只要我有一個終會回心轉意的父親,永遠如此教導支持我的家人
扶持我的朋友,當然還有美好的人生娛樂XDDD
那即使有更多考驗
我也一定會捱完這一輩子
冥冥就有 一個命途 沒法逃
以為大家同係做義工..就信得過
點知人的確係知人口面不知心....好在無左ge只係少少錢
錢無左可以再搵,但係一個人ge誠信呢?
以為自己已經夠警覺,以為自己大個,以為好多人仲係可以信得過
呢件事之後,好多人叫我唔好再諗
得咩?我一定會不斷反省,我覺得自己睇錯人信錯人好愚蠢
想搵快錢,急住搵工,偏偏財不入急門這些我都知道
到自己真係成為果d case ge一份子先發現很可笑,就像一場夢
機會和陷阱一樣來得很快,防不勝防
但係,我一定寧願無左果d錢都唔會做遺反自己原則ge事
將自己的痛苦建立在別人的痛苦之上?
我還寧願相信,上帝,給好人的獎勵就是,他會是一個好的人
還以為姑姐和祖母一直是通情達理的
偏偏卻原來一直介懷那說話上少少的錯失
偏偏我們需要幫助,他們的手卻要如此困難才願意伸出幾隻指頭
偏偏經常和我吵嘴打架的老姐卻是那個默不作聲安慰我的人
偏偏是我,而我卻只能到最後才發現
卻連一句為什麼也來不及問
到呢一刻,我雖然明白且相信人性本惡
但係,比我選擇我依然甘心做一個會遇到挫折,困難,失敗,感受到痛苦ge人
就因為我坦白同丫媽,老師,朋友講清楚
先得到咁多支持,比起因為失去而記住一個教訓
我諗我會盡量記住呢一班幫過我ge人,而唔係果d傷害我ge人
說不痛是假的
接二連三地摔跤,血早流得一地都是
即使傷好了,那道疤.....
*夢中 城堡裡面跳舞
醒了 世界依然殘酷
以為我愛著孤獨
以為自己不會迷路
以為自己跟自己
再不用 誰照顧
以為我愛著孤獨
卻又崩潰的無助
誰能讓我擁抱著 盡情的哭*
我希望自己永遠不要學懂絕望.....
只要我有一個終會回心轉意的父親,永遠如此教導支持我的家人
扶持我的朋友,當然還有美好的人生娛樂XDDD
那即使有更多考驗
我也一定會捱完這一輩子
2007年3月26日
=口=
死啦...都唔知今次係咪玩大左orz"
好似比人搵左笨...如果真係我都唔知點算......唯有當買個教訓了Q_Q
點都好啦,聽晚再上去一次,唔對路我就say bye bye喇......
ps.我諗
今日唯一一件好事係訂到五月天演唱會門票
雖然480就無晒,不過都買左400蚊果隻
算係有d安慰啦= =|||||唉
好似比人搵左笨...如果真係我都唔知點算......唯有當買個教訓了Q_Q
點都好啦,聽晚再上去一次,唔對路我就say bye bye喇......
ps.我諗
今日唯一一件好事係訂到五月天演唱會門票
雖然480就無晒,不過都買左400蚊果隻
算係有d安慰啦= =|||||唉
2007年3月20日
Mayday + 五月五日一起JUMP!離開地球表面!!
2007年3月17日
BAG 大爆光
2007年3月15日
Jensen Ackles = J² = Jared Padalecki
我只是想有個*哥哥*可以讓我偷偷祟崇拜一下
最好是夠美型,當然有美貌就更好
可以讓我在心裡os表白個夠
但最重要的是哥哥可一定要有個弟弟,然後給我亂七八糟地曖昧一下
這大概就夠我萌死了....
話說我最近萌SPN萌得要死,天殺的90%注視畫面的時間都給我很仔細地研究Jensen的臉
媽的,我大概徹頭徹尾地變成了戀兄癖orz"
雖然我還是喜歡PB裡的Michael,DMC的dante又是這麼帥勁....
可是一旦把KOF MI和其他雜七雜八的扯進來,哥哥的比數一定高很多吧^^"
該死的jensen真的令我很有相逢恨晚的感覺,DA沒看真是可惜...
話說第一令我有相逢恨晚這種感覺的是*五月天*
J² 就是第二了.....雖然說實話,SPN算不上一流美劇,可是我還是敗給Jenny了,罷了~我也認命~
再嚴重點我懷疑我是喜歡有弟腔的哥哥!!Dean簡直是太適合的人選了XDDD
這幾星期就是忙完了扶青的就職就把自己往一堆美劇裡丟
腰又痛得像被人斬過,又有點像腦殘,對上課熱情欠奉,到發現的時候工作已經堆成了一個山丘
我真的很討厭同時承受兩個以上的壓力,很明顯應付家裡倒還可以
成績的一向不管,最令我害怕的是別人對我的期望太高
每次我認為已經夠了我就乾脆放棄,是令自己沒那麼辛苦,可是品格卻好像出現缺失了= ="
現在在盤算怎樣把團刊的球推給別人,唉,夢想是可以休學一星期
夠讓我弄清還有多少事要干和怎樣干
畫一個全年時間表,然後.....每天抽時間發傻,想一下哥哥
啊...我的人生還有將來嗎?......恐怕沒救了。
2007年3月3日
Reasons For Living
Reasons For Living
by Duncan Sheik
Everyone's looking, everyone hides
Everyone's telling, but everyone lies
We're changing the subject, we're turning away
Away from the heart of it all.
You say you are happy
Do you think this is fun?
Well it's only a firefly to the light of the sun
You say this is living, you feel so alive
Well you know everything dies.
Even my wonder, even my fear
Only amount to a couple of tears
There is a rhythm, it's near and it's far
It flows through the heart of us.
Welcome to another day
It doesn't seem that different `cause nothing has changed
I try to remember, try to remember
When we weren't just running in place
Reasons for living , never come cheap
But even your best ones can put me to sleep
What I am saying or trying to say
Is that there must be a better way
Even my wonder, even my fear
Only amount to a couple of tears
There is a rhythm, it's near and it's far
It flows through the heart of us.
It's already in you, it'd already there
You may disagree, but I don't really care
Did you ever find out, did you ever find out
What's at the heart of us?
Did you ever find out, did you ever find out
What's at the heart?
Tell me all your wildest dreams
I don't really care if you don't know what they mean
We're raiding the closets with skeleton keys
You know it's easier than you think
Even my wonder, even my fear
Only amount to a couple of tears
There is a rhythm, it's near and it's far
It flows through the heart of us
Your reasons for living are all very fine
But they're leaving me cold, they're not really mine
Did you ever find out, did you ever find out
What's at the heart of us?
歌詞是靈魂
到底為什麼人會思考愛,我們的心到底有多深,到底都放著些什麼
大概都構不成一個活著的理由
我想,在把應做完的事情,應趕完的活完成以前.最好不要再想了
by Duncan Sheik
Everyone's looking, everyone hides
Everyone's telling, but everyone lies
We're changing the subject, we're turning away
Away from the heart of it all.
You say you are happy
Do you think this is fun?
Well it's only a firefly to the light of the sun
You say this is living, you feel so alive
Well you know everything dies.
Even my wonder, even my fear
Only amount to a couple of tears
There is a rhythm, it's near and it's far
It flows through the heart of us.
Welcome to another day
It doesn't seem that different `cause nothing has changed
I try to remember, try to remember
When we weren't just running in place
Reasons for living , never come cheap
But even your best ones can put me to sleep
What I am saying or trying to say
Is that there must be a better way
Even my wonder, even my fear
Only amount to a couple of tears
There is a rhythm, it's near and it's far
It flows through the heart of us.
It's already in you, it'd already there
You may disagree, but I don't really care
Did you ever find out, did you ever find out
What's at the heart of us?
Did you ever find out, did you ever find out
What's at the heart?
Tell me all your wildest dreams
I don't really care if you don't know what they mean
We're raiding the closets with skeleton keys
You know it's easier than you think
Even my wonder, even my fear
Only amount to a couple of tears
There is a rhythm, it's near and it's far
It flows through the heart of us
Your reasons for living are all very fine
But they're leaving me cold, they're not really mine
Did you ever find out, did you ever find out
What's at the heart of us?
歌詞是靈魂
到底為什麼人會思考愛,我們的心到底有多深,到底都放著些什麼
大概都構不成一個活著的理由
我想,在把應做完的事情,應趕完的活完成以前.最好不要再想了
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