A Nine Days' Wonder

A nine days' wonder looking back
As the sun goes down
As time goes by a sketch of life
On the wall worn out

One day she said in the usual tone
That I don't shine anymore
So I laughed and said "Can you bring it back?"
She stands alone watching the leaves fall

So many places, so many ways
But there's no way home, nowhere I belong

So many faces fade away
And then life goes on

So many places, so many ways
But there's no way home, nowhere I belong

Off the rails dream away
The amber lights flicker out

An old soldier lives in the dark
Says the light only causes pain

Now I don't listen to him this time
I packes my bag and I walk to the bus stop
Stars start falling down like a yellow rain, like fire-works
I stand alone watching the stars fall

So many places, so many ways
But there's no way home, nowhere I belong

So many faces fade away
And then life goes on

So many places, so many ways
But there's no way home, nowhere I belong

So many faces fade away
And then life goes on

[instrumental]

Still living in a world we know
Still living in a world we know
Still living in a world we know
Still living in a world we know
Hold on there
And then life goes on

Still living in a world we know
Still living in a world we know
Still living in a world we know
Still living in a world we know
Hold on there
And then life goes on



21號晚上我邊聽著akeboshi的wind一邊哭著然後入睡
很難受
可是眼淚止不住讓我更難受
為什麼明明是他的錯,媽媽卻要被責罵呢?

小時候的祖父祖母早就不見了
我不單失去了爸爸
現在連你們也要離我而去

我以為我會更傷心的
我以為心碎得夠散了
就不會哭了

結果
他們破口大罵
我就只會哭...
沒有用處

只懂叫他們冷靜
不要罵我媽媽啊!
她永遠是我最愛的媽媽...
如果可以
我很想要除去我的姓氏啊!我不要當那個人的血脈
也不要當你們的根苗

我只想保護媽媽不要再受到傷害
可是任我怎樣哭著道歉
任何事也只會更壞
反正一切已經...沒法收拾了
為什麼?為什麼啊?

為什麼失去了還要被懲罰呢?!

我失去了7年快樂....
可不可以還我以後的生活...

我真的不想再感到臉頰卻無法控制流淚了